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Harassed by a Black Man at 7 Eleven Gas Station: Route 198, Laurel, Maryland

One day I was paying for gas at the 7 eleven near the Target off 198 in Laurel, Maryland (Anne Arundel County). The cashier was South American and polite as I was completing my transaction, a dark skin black male Christian whispered in a very invasive and sinister tone “Yah like those Latinos, don’t you?”

I literally froze and thought grab your receipt and immediately leave the store which I did.

Although I had my hijab on, my space and personal boundary was invaded by a black male STRANGER who had nothing to do with my transaction. If I didn’t have part of my hijab covering my ears I believe he would’ve touched them with his slithering mouth.

My lifelong experience is that black males are the primary harassers and predators and continued to be an ever-present menace to public spaces.

Black man leave me alone.

Disrespectful Black Man at Office Depot-Glen Burnie, Maryland

On an early weekday morning, I decided to get some errands done which included handling some business at the Office Depot. Since I was already in the area I went to the Office Depot in Glen Burnie, Maryland off Ritchie Highway/Route 2 near the MVA.

I was waiting at the customer service station counter. I was covered as usual, I had on pants a long tunic shirt which hit my hips and my hijab. I left my ankle-length sweater in my car, but nonetheless was covered. As I was waiting for the customer service cashier to conduct my transaction for payment. A much older, dark-skinned black man who appeared to be in his late 50s early 60s entered with a white guy about the same age and appeared to be a construction worker.

I focused my gaze on the customer service cashier in front of me when I felt someone staring as I looked to my right, the black man was making it obvious that he was staring at my posterior. I turned back around visibly irritated when I heard the white man he was with begin to chuckle. When I turned back around the black male, although a couple of feet away, was holding on to the counter with one hand and bending down trying to look under my tunic. The cashier a young white lady and myself just rolled our eyes and attempted to ignore both of them. I was lucky he didn’t grab me, because that was likely his next course of action.

To today’s black “Christian” men, you are the worst human beings I have consistently encountered in my life. You treat women of color worse than the Ku Klux Klan, racist professors or white policemen. You are a plague to your community and you continue the stereotype of “buckdancing” for Mr. Charlie. You will do anything to seek the approval of white men. Black men, by your actions you have declared yourself an enemy to decent women. You destroyed the Black Christian community and now you attempt to infiltrate the Sunni Muslim community which have many practicing Sunni Muslim Black American women. May G-d bring down His wrath upon you and punish you justly for your sins and offenses. I know you do not believe in G-d because if you did you would not disrespect His Creation, yes that includes women of color, especially G-d-fearing ones.

Black Man Nearly Exposed Himself-Target off Route 198, Laurel Maryland

Due to safety concerns I do not share stories in chronological order. Incidents that I have experienced could have occurred yesterday, a month ago or a year ago. These are the trials I deal with being a practicing Sunni Muslim and Black American woman in America at the hands of Christians, particularly Black men:

One cold Fall day I was returning to my car after picking up some items from the Target off 198 in Laurel, Maryland near Ashley Apartments. As I was warming up my car, I decided to jot some notes down when all of a sudden a black male in his twenties with a baseball cap and urban streetwear began humping the driver’s side door and window. I was startled an made sure my doors were locked he had lifted his shirt baring his torso and the upper part of his boxer shorts and yelled for money yet stated he disnt have a gun. This happened in one minute. I turned and drove my car next to a 50+ while male sitting in bis car who appeared to have seen what happened and the black male ran away.

When I looked around the parking lot not only was I shocked that this Black male conducted himself this way but in broad daylight in a parking lot. I looked at the previous parking spot I was in and figured at an angle that he must’ve been watching me from the 7-eleven and ran from there.

Why would a Black Christian male think it was ok to approach a covered Sunni Muslim woman who is also Black American in this manner. Why would this ignorant beast assumed I would respind to him? As an adult I can say with statistical confidence that 98% of occurences and involuntary i teractions with black men have been negative. Please get this through your head. Sunni Muslim Black women due not want uou unless they are 1) poorly educated 2) from the inner city and act just as ignorant as you are.

You are disgusting and know that you will likely go to hell for all your sins including your disrespectful and predatory behavior against innkcent Black women.

Black man leave me alone, you do not belong amongst the civilized.